Sometimes, breathing is simply not enough..
sometimes... loving simply doesnt cut it
and sometimes living just isnt worth the hassle.

I will always love u
bcuz u always hurt me ..

I'd rather have a terrible ending than a terror without end.

I used to know what I want
I used to be so strong
Now I am an alcoholic freak
Without any future of anything

I am only spinning in this freaky universe
I don;t know where to go

Sometimes I wonder where the love has gone
Sometimes I want to scream your name out loud and clear
It is like in my heart you've always been
But, it was too hard for me to see and feel

Will someone please save me from this nightmare, known as everyday life...

Pain isn't that bad when its the only thing you've ever felt

All I do is exist.

Im mad at myself, not at you. Im mad for always being nice,
always apologizing for things I didn't do...

Why is it so hard to watch your life go by?
Why cant you just sit back and "enjoy" the pain?