I told u how i felt like killing my self that i might even try, you looked at me and laught, like it was some kind of joke, U know how much i hurt, you know about my past, and i jsut cant take anymore

Im feel really guilty, i take alot of blame, But what i did was for a reason witch i cant figure out

I accept my life turned out this way, I accept you dont want me, I accept you dont care, I accept many things, but can you make me accept y u dont love me?

You may not aprove of what iv done, U might not like who i am, but if you love me then you should want me to be happy

I chose you and yet you left me for someone new.

Im not afraid of that person waiitingg in the corner in the pitch black..

Becausee that Gurll Is Mee,,.

* People always change, why don't we try also our best 2change ourselves ??? *

I use sarcasm to hide how ridiculously vulnerable I am.

I have one question that no-one tends to have the answer to- why?

You said you would listen,
but when i finished all you could say was huh?

why?