"dearest love, i hope this message finds you well, as these endless nights, drift from my soul...."

They say that some one my age cant feel pain... i beg to differ obviously the ppl who said that dont no how it feels to have ur heart broken or how it feels to watch blood run down ur arm or maybe how it feels jst to be serching for someone who cares

I want to say iam sorry but the funny thing is iam not.

Depression is like a harmful drug addictave but dangerous.....

They say theres no one older then a highschool senior but no one younger then a colleage freshamn i guess were gona see on r jurny through life.....

Why have dreams? they'r only going to get crushed.

I "hide" in my shell so the world can't hurt me.

1 Tequila...
2 Tequila...
3 Tequila...

FLOOR!

I just cant help this feeling.
I feel like i don't belong anywhere.
No-one wants to no me.
I push the people around me away so much they've given up on me.

I've been up all day and all i can think of is him who does not even know i've been thinking over him