A golden heart stopped beating, working hands went to rest. He broke many hearts to prove to us, he only takes the best.

I think I'm afraid of being happy because everytime I'm happy, something bad always happens.

Don't say you know me, when I don't even know myself.

Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me.

She says she doesn't care, but her eyes tell a different story.

......=[ they must not be they only ones who like to hear me scream..

I am the reason for your death, I am the sorrow for which your tears shed. No longer can I keep living, without love there is no loving.

The sound of silence is all around

I drink so that my sorrow turns to happiness, if only for a few hours.

I might be a disappointment to my parents, a nobody to my brother, a b**** to some, and some girl to others, but to me, thats all I can be