I wish it was possible to fall soundly asleep with my music blaring in my ears, to not have a thousand thoughts torture me as I lay in the night.

I've become numb to your actions, actions i would have stumbled across in the past.

I feel as if their is a wall between me and the rest of the world, and I've tried so hard for so long to tear it down that I've finally giving up. So as for now, I lean against this wall, hoping someday it may crumble, but knowing it never will.

I'm screaming, but nobody hears me

" What really hurts me that I can make others happy while I can't even make myself SMILE"..

If you love you will get hurt,
if you hope you will be dissepointed
If you try you will fail..
thats why i stopped loving, hoping and trying.
now i have nothing left :/

Your eyes cut into my heart, just like the knife that leaves bloody scars on my arms.

You push people away... when you need them the most
i tell people i need them and i'm not ok... and they still walk away.
you want someone to notice your upset without saying anything
i want someone to stay when i tell them...
I Am Not Ok

I thought i knew the world.
I thought i knew myself.
I thought i knew my dearest friend.
But i knew nothing at all.

-"Incantation" By Alice Hoffman

"Incantation" is my favorite book and i love alot of what it says.

Aly

A broken little girl in a broken up world.</3