Pain is Bitter truth or Sweet lies

&& she'll continue to smile
no matter how hurt she is

& they dont know it
but shes gone
her smiles are fake
no one will see her tears
but you cant act forever

Just because her eyes don't tear
d o e s n ' t , mean her heart ; ;
doesn't cry . & just because she
comes off strong doesn't mean
there's nothing w r o n g

She's an artist a painter actually; see that 'smile' on her face? well it's her most famous piece

Blood drips through the cracks in small bathtub were her life was ended

I wanna take my head and throw it to a wall
Take the cap off all my fears
Drink down all the tears
Get wasted and forget about the years

And i felt like no one could or would ever want me again. then you told me you did... this was a feeling hard to comprehend. it felt good the second i heard it and it cut, deep, peircing into my heart the second you took it away....

And some things just don't change...

Tears stream down my face
I try to wipe one away
and two replace it
And it's all my fault...