I'm invisible again to the world. :(

Slowly like the falling of a leave
My unnoticed soul will fade
No more tears will drown this girl
Oh, goodbye world of pain...

11th April, 2008
TILLmyLASTtearFALLS

Im sorry i never ment to act that way
im sorry. .

Blow my f-ckin' brains out, 'cos these dreams don't come easily.

I'm just a pawn on a chessboard, nobody cares if I live or I die.

We can't go back to who we once were,
So why are we even trying anymore?
We are wasteing our time,
And I'm completely broken.

You knew her better than all of us, and you know where this will lead
It's a life, love and family, not heroin you need!

-from my poem Just Like Her-

Their are word that can hurt deeply,
Sometimes we don't know the limits.

They can strike like lightning
And shock you for what they say.....

Go on girl...just a little deeper...bleed a little more....push the razor down harder....slide it more....you can do it...you can finally escape all the pain...you can end this...once and for all...</3

The deeper you cut...the less you feel...<3