Im holding so much inside of me this week its making me want to die

I need to talk so bad, like in the past no one is around, i cut to feel ok

Im on vacation, i was trying really hard to be good, but now im taking a vacation on everything that i can no longer work on here

Its funny how you laugh at me for cutting, when your the one who caused it.

People say the mircal of life is love but i say the miracal of life is dieing.

Our hearts can only take so much pain,
so we try to get rid of it by cutting.
its the only way to get rid of what are hearts
are feeling

Sitting alone in my room laying on my bed.

No one with me but the voices in my head.

Drawing a picture of a broken heart.

All beaten and falling apart.

Life is like a cloud..Just waiting to pass by...

My faith in God went down the drain,
With all the blood in my veins.

When they said the famous line
"Everything will be ok."
I just thought yeah it will,
But not how you're thinking.