Tears leak from my eyes
When I smile its just a disguise

I'm gonna draw a picture, a picture with a twist, I'll draw it with a razor blade, I'll draw it on my wrist.

I am nothing that I appear to be.

It's all downhill from here...

I got what I deserved.
I got what I wanted.
Will you please continue,
To push me away.

I am alone...
The people I love
Won't even TEXT back.

Someone close to me died tonight.
It doesn't even hurt that bad,
It was only my other half.

Will I pass away tonight?
Will my heart just stop beating?

Ana I can always turn to.
Ana is my strength.
Ana is why I'm here.
Ana holds my fate.

I've always been given second chances,
But I don't want them anymore.