"There Are All Of Us Who Want To Die, Although There Are People Like Us Who Have The Will To Live"

-Thank you, You Changed My Perspective On Things

And Even With My Smiles, You Didn't Need To See My Scars To Know Something Was Wrong

The pain that i hid is behind every smile that i cry even when i lie

I can do this i just need my friend to push me alot becuz i need it they never give up on me and they r always here to listen to me or to remaind quiet they know what to do

You know u have good friends when you put your friendship to the test and they dont give up on u

They took my hand, told me it was ok, said they wernt going anywere, without my friends helping me tonight i would of missed out on the best night of my life

I relized tonight that im different then anyone else but right now my friends are really trying to help me change and i know i just need them to show me what to do

All i can do now is hate and wish to die, but im so weak that i cant die..and they say its weak to commit suicide...but if im so weak i cant...its obviously a very very hard thing to accomplish

Now.. everything has changed..
family is dieing , parents divorced, faliing apart .. its the worst.. the night i lay in bed with the tears running down my face.. i kinda wish i could just get out of this place .

Everyone that crossed my path,
left me with my darkest half