Someone tryed to get me to talk today, I said i dont need to just look at all the cuts they tell so many stories that i cant explaine

As i saw another face from my past today i wounder y i just dont go back, those seem like the only people that understood me, i feel so lost and alone

Right now i need to put my life on hold, take a step back, and do what will help me and make me happy, I need a break befor i do something i regret

She wont kill herself tonight, she still loves u so much thats whats killing her the stuff no one can see she holds it all inside and she will fight this intell she can no longer fight

She takes the razor blade to her wrist she made a cut a red line appears she holds it lays down and pray for god to take her

&& everybody can do so much better than me i want what they have then i say wait the havnt lived my FU**in life they have no clue

Tonight the things in my head r making me want to end my life

Have you ever had to sleep on a wet pillow?
how bout dreaming your drowning only to wake up and your crying?
how bout going a week with out making another cut?

I cant remember the last time this didn't happen.

I love walking in the rain cause no one can tell that I'm crying from a broken heart.

&&--I'm Choking
On My S.e.l.f Loathing//