Why do you laugh when I cry?

Its so hard to let words come.
if i said i miss the way i felt beside u
i'd get a c in originality
i'm not one to use the word love
i can love the way you make me feel
but i'll never fall for you
lately my body language just screams
f**ck off...

My, my, my. your lies are getting thicker as your existence is growing longer.

If god loves us so much, why must we bow?

In my corner I shall wait
In the night I'll shed me tears
She will simply stand there
Smiling at my pain and fears

My craving for the blade,
the sweet shining blade,
its growing stronger each day,
but i will look away.
i can defeat the urge,
i can live another day.
my strength will grow,
as long as you promise me you'll stay.

And everytime i smile, i become wat i hate...FAKE!

And everytime i smile, i become wat i hate...FAKE!

&& everytime i smile i become wat i hate...FAKE!

And everytime i smile i feel like a lier...