I am dieing from secret's i am hiding

Its like everything is going on so fast around you when you just want to yell STOP and take it slow

Y does everything has to hurt

&& im sorry i held on and tryed my best but its never good enough as days go on my life gets worse and worse i dont want to live cuz i dont know what more days will bring

&& so you see the truth i dont want to die but i also dont want to live

&& its really sad when your at the point that you start to cut and while its bleeding you pray for it to end your life

Silence in a room; you leave the silence goes away;
your crying in a room alone; someone comes in you stop;
they say they must have gone to the wrong room and leaves; you cry again you cant stop; your arms begin to cry red you become silent

You do the work they get the credit
you make a mistake that is your last one to make
you say your sorry and your ignored
you cut and no one sees
you bleed no one cleans
you die .... why should anyone care now?

A house full of people; laughing in every room; smiles on every face; but there you sit... alone, crying, sobbing, wiping the tears from your eyes, and feeling so alone.

the best part is ... no one notices.

I hate HIDING like this. PRETENDING to be someone im not. PRAYING for some1 to understand me. HOPING sum1 will find me, MAYBE sum1 will save me