IM not sure what life is like without getting hurt

&& how can you mean so much to me , when i mean nothing to u

And.. so i cut, then closed my eyes and hoped I would die

Today as I cut I relize all the bad is coming out at me I finally feel a little free

Here i am where i was before
bleeding from the wrist with a knife on the kitchen floor.

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IM CRYiN iNSiDE
N NOBODY KNWS iT BUT ME

I will sleep as late as I want to!!!!! For it's my only way of putting off the days misery...

I've lost my way and still no1 is looking 4 me...

I don't want 2 hear im sexy, i don't want 2 hear im hott, i don't want 2 hear i'm pretty, and i don't want 2 hear i'm cute....if ur going 2 lie 2 me u might as well go the whole 9 yeards and say im beautiful...

And even the profentionals can't help me...