&& its gonna come a time when she has to choose him or me becuz i cant be here waiting to see if im gonna get hurt

&& so i cut tonight becuz i relized this little knife i call my friend will help me through the night when he is hurting me

&& he should be happy becuz im not telling anyone the other ways he hurts me and i wont becuz im to scared

&& so I relized noone can help me with this im gonna have to do this on my own, But i dont have there answers

& i wanted to call u to say merry christmas and to tell u i love you but i cant just another year without u

I am crying because on the inside i am dieing

&& today my mom asked me what i wanted for christmas what i want they cant give me i want my daddy

Let's have Hardcore... Hide and seek..
Only you'll Never Find me...

When will it be my turn, when will I ever get anything in return?

Why must I be the one to suffer all this pain,

and yet in the end have nothing to gain?

I don't use excuses, don't ask why
It's just a breakdown, it happens all the time
So get out of my face, don't even try
You want to help me? Just let me cry