"Another day another cut another day another rut so hang yourself from the ceiling and stop the hurt breeding"

~ I want to talk tonight but i Know she wont listen, Mom your in your world of pretend so you dont have to deal with the truth ~

~ My family and other people, killed me were no one can see ~

~ I feel difference, I feel like i dont belong, Everyone looks so happy why am i so sad ~

~ Sometimes when i think about the future i start to cry I cant loose anymore and im affaird about what will happing ~

Its hurts, when you think about life as a game what or who will you loose next?!?!?!?

&& tonite i cant talk because i dont know what i would say that way i am safe

My cuts are true inner beauty that shows on the outside

We go to extremes to feel real when we feel fake and if that wasn't there our lives would be at steak !!
For example .... cutting !!!

Its the little things u taught her, with the kisses then the hits. The whole u put in the wall where her head had once been. The night she said no but u didnt take that answer. u taught her to believe she deserved her scars and the sh!t u put her through.