The rain is so loud tonight
and i just want to run
i'm tied down in my bed crying
i cant get through this night alone
i can hear your whisper
but you can't even hear my screams

I'm not giving up ... I'm just not doing anything constructive.

I'm hiding behind a smile&&false hope.

[b.u.t] they dont know
that Im (n,o,t) eating
my l.u.n.c.h box

I accept my pain and depression so it doesn't consume me

And Im sorry if my smile is fading, I just dont care anymore.

I've been told not to hurt myself...
But If I don't everyone eles will hurt me inside where it can't heal and scar...

What's the point?

Seriously?

The Only thing i Want
is you but now your gone
what do i have left
nothing but death
(^)(^)
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Who will cry for the little girl that cries inside of me...?