Slit for pain, Drink for no pain, In the end, Nothings changed.

If there is 2 guys that like you and you and you like them.
BUT you have to act a ceretan way around 1 of them and you can just be your self around the other 1
well what do you do?

...And there he was, the love of my life standing with the love of his.

My dreams are fading,
tears are falling
smiles ceasing to exsist.

The tragedy of life is life itself..

What do you do
When you've got no one to turn to
And no where to run to?

Finally dead at last,
But still I feel the shame.

People say I'm getting better
And I know I am a little
But then I crash fifty feet below
From where I started
And with each fall
The hole that has been dug
Gets deeper and deeper.

I am drowning in a sea of fear
That no one can understand
And if no one can understand
No one can help me.

Look beyond the fake smile
Through the sad eyes
And you'll see the real me.