"I can feel the hurt burning my stomach.
Burning in my chest.
Creating fat lumps in my throat.
Popping the tears out my eyes.
I have depression & I'm tired of being left alone."

I cut because I hate myself and I hate myself because I cut.

Sometimes, sleep is the only happiness i know..

They all think im happy,
fine and in great shape,
some even believe,
in the fake smiles I give.

Loneliness is drowning me right now,
fear is what keeps me alive,
hatred is the thing that gives me feelings,
and silence is my slow killer

When u feel like your falling,
when you cant find a place to feel safe,
you just hope it doesnt hurt to much when you land

The world happiness would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness...

I can swallow this bottle whole. I'd rather be dead, then continue living with the sadness.

All one can do is perform to their honest self and hope for the best.hope that someone will love them, hope for a good ending, and mostly that you're never torn apart in tragedy.

But you see darling, your kinda truth is just the ghost of your lies. And I see through them all the time.