"A simple thing such as sleep is something I cannot do, I loathe and I love it. It drives me crazy..."

Feeling alone is a bad habit that stays, even though you have someone who is there only for you...you still feel alone, you fight it...but the loneliness comes back.

I am not my skin.

I want you to be beside me right now, to save me from myself...but you're not.

And here come the drugs to help me forget what a shit life I have.

I just don't even want to be alive anymore..

Where do you hide when all that you know has disappeared?

What do we do when our hearts split in two...and the tears just won't come?

All i'm looking for is the exit door..after which i dont need to drag myself another day living this way

"I'll be dancing by the river. Don't know how to swim. But I'll jump in anyway. & I hope there will be no one around to save me."