Happiness tried to find me, but it failed

I live to die
I die to live

Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts which you caused

I'm not dat innocent

I thought I could handle this, but I really can't..

I knew you'd give up on me..

Sat on the link road bridge dangling my legs off the edge waiting to get enough courage to jump

I just want to know if one day I'll wake up, and finally be okay with where I am in life.

The voices in my head wouldn't shut up today. I swear they're real. They repeat every insult my mom has ever yelled at me, if people around me are yelling...
~Shades of Gray

I see beauty in everything else, but myself.