I scream because I don't know what else to do,
I'm playing a game I know eventually I'll lose.
I try to stay happy and plaster smiles,
The sadness ignores my efforts and slowly piles.

I can't see clearly through all of the pain,
No matter how much I try everything stays the same.
I turn to drinks to calm the sad thoughts,
The problem is your always crystal clear between the shots.

Nothing lasts forever.

You always say smile
but its not worth the while
you say its love
but thats not enough
you say be happy
god.. dont be so sappy
your words are in my head
but id rather dead .

I just wish I had someone to wipe my tears away, hold me in their arms, and tell me that everything will be okay...

Showing what you really feel is not bad
but judging out my feelings is non of your business anymore...

I hurt myself so you can't.

Love is the slowest form of suicide.

Too many thoughts, too many ways to ask the question, too many possible answers I may or may not like.

"Its very hard to motivate yourself everyday when you feel you are tired and no one is there to cheer you up."