And i've never felt this pain any worse than the moment i looked up and noticed ive been alone this whole time....

Another cut,
Deeper this time?
I fear the blade,
But I love its shine.

Life is like a maze, full of wrong turns and dead ends, and when you finally find your way out, it leads to death...

D esperate for
E ternal protection
A gainst
T his f_ucked up
H uman race

Do I have to bleed?
For someone to help me
Do I have to bruise?
To find my escape
Do I have to die?
To be recognized

Empty promises
broken dreams
no one to save me
as my bloody tears stream

I've finally lost hope in everything..

Ever tried to find yourself
amidst a sea of people
ever tried to lose yourself
in an empty room
ever tried to see yourself
with your eyes closed

Losing trust of everyone around you is realizing you can only depend on yourself.

Sweet is love when all is sane
Sweet is death to rid the pain
Cruel is death when all is well
Cruel is love when all is hell