She's distraught,
She can not cope.
Real tears,
False wishes and hope.

Why Do I Feel So Much Saddness?...Why Won't It Go Away?...

Kiss it alll better, I'm not ready to go.

Darling, don't you know? That smile on my face is just for show. I put it on to keep the tears from falling down. I can't fall apart until there's no one around.

We're all living a slow suicide. Doing things we regret that will hurt us, burning us from the inside out.

If you lie to me, you die to me.

Her emotions turned physical long ago

I dont deserve this body
I dont deserve this soul
I dont deserve this life
Oh, you think Im joking?
You dont even know.

-Me

Black is all around me and I can't see,
A safe way out of this for you or for me.
Hold our breath, we'll go together,
I'm dragging you down on my last try.
One last breath before goodbye

You cant breath until you choke