The beginnings and ending will always be just about hating myself..whatever happens in between will be reasons to either give up or carry on a bit more.

I breathe and move in pre- written motions.
All of the time trying to hide my emotions.
Please somebody end this misery,
When I look around pain and sadness is all I see.

Drown me in that clear drink,
Cause I don't even want to think.
If it doesn't make my mind still,
I'm gonna scream loud and shrill.
I FEEL LIKE I"M DYING INSIDE,
ALL I HAVE LEFT IS A AN EMPTY SOUL, HEART, AND MIND.

Their happiness brings out the worst in me.

Living is half pretending...and remaining half is sleeping....

My fear is eating me alive,sometimes I just wanna cry,don't let me die alone...

Every one thinks that * i am happy and fine * but look a little closer you'll see tears in my eyes

Sick of crying
tired of trying
yeah im smiling
but inside
im dying

It's funny how love is like a rock. Over time,it wears away if the relationship isn't strong enough.

I wonder what my face would look like with a bullet in it.