When she is smiling and trying to act like nothing is wrong, can't you see how much she is suffering and how much pain there is behind her eyes?

My silent tears go unnoticed.
I cant help but cry.
When I know that I will never
Find the perfect guy.
My friends find theirs.
And im left alone.
Left to cry

Entrapped in sounds,blocking out whats pounding, creating a mind of flowing simplicities.

I honestly never feel good enough for you, something is always wrong with me.

I'm just another disappointment to you.

I'm tired of being what you want me to be.

I'm not made of steel.
Therefore, I cut like blade though paper
My heart is protected by thin tissue
Easily ripped apart.
Oh how i wish it's walls were build with bricks,
So they can stop the suicidal words
my little heart..
takes within.

I don't know why I'm feeling sorry for myself ~

I am always myself, but never my whole self.

I need something to take away all of this pain..