Put the knife to my pale white skin
Red pours out, erase my sin
Scars that stay, wounds that don't heal
Just look at how I've learned to deal...

Last night i was floaded by all the pain he left me with

So together, but still so broken up inside.

I'm sorry i'm not her, i'm sorry i'm not perfect. if you want her so badly, try to get her, and don't try to get me.

YOU can't say you know ME, when I don't even know MYSELF.

:to tell you the truth, i haven't been avoiding you.. just my life.

You're the one who wiped the tears from my eyes as they gently fell
you're the one who stayed with me during the night as i slowly cut
but also, you're the one who made me stop, with simple words...

:I love you:

I don't know why i'm still here when i am no longer needed at all...i felt so guilty, and sorry for them.

Why did you say yes?
I asked when I felt love.
all I'm asking for is your love.
but we didn't get far.
now were strangers.
but I see your face,and still feel my love.
now here we are.
your love for me is not there,
but mine's still here. </3

The feelings I have, shielded by a light .
A light no one can get to, A light filled with fright.