It's difficult to hold back all these feelings i hide. Taking in deep breaths, i'm to numb inside.

Clinging onto sanity but crossing the lines. A new day awaits, for my fake smile.

All There Is To Say Is That : Im Back In Hell Again

We stopped looking for the monsters under our bed.
When we realised the monsters were under our skin.

Give me one good reason not to end it all.

Happy?
What's that? I don't think i remember that word...

I'm still hoping and praying that one day you'll get better daddy, i love you so much. Stay strong.

Once you take off the blindfold of hope, you'll be able to see reality.

Im broken with a smile
ill put on a show
and you wont know

Dont try to get out of something by having self pitty
it doesnt work to the one that truely does love you
always tell truth to loved ones