Life just feels so meaning less, nothing worth even trying to smile for anymore..

But oh god under the weight of life, things seem so much better on the other side.

I'm so broken, & that's exactly why i need you. .

Twinkle, Twinkle; Empathic strain,
I never want to feel again.
Trapped here in this world so cold
Where "self" is wrong
And "us" is gold.
Twinkle, Twinkle; Falling tear,
How I wonder why I'm here.

Twinkle, twinkle; Little pain,
I see you've come to play again.
Lodged here in my soul so tight,
Turning brightness into night.
Twinkle, twinkle; Tearing ache,
Please let me sleep to never wake.

Now I lay me down to sleep,
My life in tatters at my feet.
If I should wake before I die,
I pray these tattered wings can fly.

Friends we shall be in the public eye. Lovers never again in you minds eye, but in mine we are one

Honestly, i'm not as strong as i may look.

And no. i'm not aright, i'm broken inside.

I can feel myself starting to give up.