Cant sleep, with these pounding questions hovering. will you still love me tomorrow and forever now?

If he loved me , would he wonder how my day was enough to just call? i hope he loves me as much as i love him

As I place the gun to my head, the voices say, "go ahead no one will care"

In some way i need my space, i need my time to sort out my head, to know what i need and want from this world, as you're not here, i drink to calm and slowly fall asleep, i feel at ease.

My beds empty without you close.

Where are you babe, tonight you're not here, you didnt show or call..my arms are awaiting your embrace

"This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end I'm hoping
My world is over one more time..."

--Bullet for my Valentine

"You can never get him out of your head"

I swear, you call me an attention wh-re because i cry over getting molested?
Yet you cry over a broken nail, if you knew the pain i really feel, I swear to g-d, you'd still not feel a thing. Because you've never been hurt.

No one knows the real me
No one knows what I'm thinking
No one understands me
No one know how I really feel
No one knows what I'm like under this mask
No one cares that they hurt me...