"My heart always want what my eyes can't not see, therefore, it blinds my eyes so that I am walking in darkness."

I'd rather be numb then feel this pain that is destroying me inside and out.

My voice was meant to harmonize- yet i sing alone...

I dare you.
To not make me cry,
Just for one day.
I dare you.

I've learned to fake a smile.
I've learned to fake a laugh.
I've learned to fake happiness.

But you've yet to learn that I'm fake

I feel like a ball bouncing place to place, well this time the ball is loosing air, Its about to pop, Im not going through what happened sence i left, im done

I am all ready way over my head, ugh i cant do this, i need time, i need to be me, i need to find my place, I knew to understand

I fell like i already ran away and got lost in these woods called life, i cant get out :(

Why?

It's the prolonged blue winter that killed her, the fact that the skies rained made her cry, it's the brittle ice that made her heart weaker and the coldness of the forsaken wind that devastated her home!