She feels separate from this world, no goodness only hurt, isnt it sad she knows she could live her whole life like this?

Making excuses to try and slow life down.

The girl who seemed so strong-crumbled.
The girl who always laughed it off-cried.
The girl who never stoped trying..
finaly gave up.

I'm going to smile, like nothings wrong, smile like everything is perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend that it's not killing me.

If "cutters" are seeking "attention" then why do we wear long sleeves and make up excuses?

I wish I could go back on being a kid again, back when people around me cared so much in every little move I make

For years I've avoided covering my scars
I want someone to see them
to give me a reason to stop...

I'm still waiting.

People change for two reasons; either you learn enough that you want to, or you've been hurt enough that you have to.

Really??? because im doing the best i can

Its funny i thought i could never handle losing you, but now that i am im still breathing and living, i can lose the closest and still move on, we are strong deep down.