I know its wrong but ill keep these regrets close till i learn something no matter how long it takes for me to realise that ill never be okay again

Have you ever been sitting at your familys dinning room table and thought to yourslef, "i wish i could go home."

What happens when every single inch of you, inside and out, has a scar. what happens next?

Her life is great
Nothing better exists
But no one can see
The scars on her wirsts

A perfect girl with a perfect kiss
with perfect scars on her perfect wrists

. . .yuu havee NO idea whutt i'vee been thru inn LiFE ; & im too daamnn embarrasedd tuh lett anyybOdyy kno . so for now i'll stayy quiett , CONtiNUE tuh SMiLE , UNtiL i ckantt takee ihtt anyyMOree & BREAkk dwnn .

The way you kiss me makes me think that your trying to suffocate and kill us both, so we can be free from this hell hole.

Now all i do is sit in a room filled with darkness..

Atleast my foot steps won't be lonely, they each got their own puddles of tears behind them.

Today i looked at the reflection in the river
i saw a beautiful blue sky
and flowers blooming everywhere
the green grass swayed with the wind
but than i looked back
and faced the cold cruel reality
the sky was grey
and the grass , dead