I miss all those years more and more as the days go by.

I hate that I can't hate you, because it still feels surreal to me. So, don't expect me to get over something I can't accept.

I've come to terms with my numbness. It may stay as long as it doesn't kill my soul.

You won't repeat your mistakes,
If you don't take the risk of making them.

We spend nights together, i go out with some friend, you get edgy, whats wrong..

Looking at the mess i made on my wrists, I ask myself "Was it worth it" and there's always a voice in the back of my head saying "Yes, it was.."

Poke fun at wounds that aren't there anymore,
Because pushing you down means I feel better than you do.

I killed all my emotions just to feel your love
i cut my heart out to give it to you
i even dried my tears so that you'll never see me fall into despair...

but in one phrase " i hate you ", all my sacrifices was in oblivion and vain...

I feel comfortable in my corner

I am to blame for how i am, no more putting the fault on others. I'm taking responsibility for my actions and living with the consequences