What will happen I fall? What will happen if I fail? Is this all just a hopeless dream... or in my case, a nightmare?

You'll never know how torn apart I am inside. And it's all because of you.

I wasted too many nights crying over you, for nothing.

I've said it so many times;
"I would change my ways, no never mind."
God knows I've tried..

When you're at the bottom, the only place you can go is up
But it's a long way down.

Nightmares are when fantasy and reality collide...

You might think I'm happy, but I'm not gunna be okay.

You don't know what its like, TO be kicked, when your down, to feel like youve been pushed aaround. TO be on the edge of breaking down and no ones there to save you, you dont know what its like to be like me.

I needa get my feet back on the ground
and its gunna take time
but in the end i'll be just fine.

Maybe I will never be who I was before
maybe I don't even know her anymore
or maybe who i am today
isnt so far from yesterday...