I'll smile and make you believe
I'm not falling apart

I hardly think before I press it to my palm
As I do this my facial expressions stays very calm
Afterwords I hate myself a little bit more
I wrap my bleeding wrists then I slam the door

-from my poem "control"

You know that you are breaking when the most positive thing you can say is "its all down hill from here."

You got what you wanted, I finally gave up....on everything.

'Stop,take a moment,& take a breath.Clear out ur head,& hold in those tears.'

I wish the sun would never rise for in my dreams you'd stay all night. You ease my pointless plague of pain...you almost make me feel all right... -Ashley Jo-

No matter how much light you have in your life
There is always shadows

22-6-2008

I never seem to find
Time for the ones I love
But always have
Time for the tears

6-6-2008

My sweetest dream
Is the one of my perfect suicide
Can dreams become a reality?

Originally written 5-6-2008

There's no once upon a time
There's no perfect timing
There's no happy ending

Originally written on 1-6-2008