Please don't be sad. I couldn't do this anymore. I couldn't live like this anymore. All this pain was just kicking down my door. When you read this I'll be bleeding on the floor.

Anxious and lonely, right in the center of it all. The pain doesn't leave me alone, its a part of me now. Further away from sanity I move, nothing is left to prove. Days are getting longer, longer are the nights.

I am always compared and discriminated...
when come the day I will be praised?

Why do I shun care?
Is that a strategy to claim more concern my way?
Do you blame me?

My song lost its heartbeat

Hurting me is not the way to make me disappear, it's like you are sticking me to you with a knife and the deeper you stab me the closer you push me towards you.

I'm not normal... Seeing death, and hearing screams, I'm falling simply, tearing at the seams...

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories their haunted
We were always meant to say good bye

Does anyone else know what its like to be forgotten???

My soul has committed suicide. Even if my body decides to live on...........