People always try and control my life,
and due to this fact
I typically make bad decisions.

Suicide is killing the one person you can actually change

Sadness
This may never fade away,
it may never go away.
I just pray it does go away
So far away for it may
never catch my soul ever again.
All I want is to feel free again, happy again.

I am trying to hold myself together but it's just not working ..

Just let me sleep away don't wake me up just don't wake me up, I am waiting for the sadness to disappear. I just want it to disappear I wish it would just disappear, just disappear now sadness !

I want to sleep until the sadness fades away.

I have a strong heart not a mountain,
In which u throw stone every day,
Stop hurting me, I can't bear more.

Life is but a puddle, full of mud that you get dragged through

And it's back the feeling of loneliness, but where are the people that said they cared about me? Where are my friends when I need them the most?

Need to go. bye friends