So here I am, back again,
Back to the place where it all began,
Trapped amongst all your lies,
Day by day my heart continually dies.

They all say they don't understand cutting, and how you could do that to yourself. And I silently said: You'll never understand until you live stuck in it.

"What's the point in caring when all it brings is pain?"
- Stan, South Park

People always try and control my life,
and due to this fact
I typically make bad decisions.

Suicide is killing the one person you can actually change

Sadness
This may never fade away,
it may never go away.
I just pray it does go away
So far away for it may
never catch my soul ever again.
All I want is to feel free again, happy again.

I am trying to hold myself together but it's just not working ..

Just let me sleep away don't wake me up just don't wake me up, I am waiting for the sadness to disappear. I just want it to disappear I wish it would just disappear, just disappear now sadness !

I want to sleep until the sadness fades away.

I have a strong heart not a mountain,
In which u throw stone every day,
Stop hurting me, I can't bear more.