I can't help it...I have to do this...it's the only way

It's one of those days where I just feel like I have to apologize for being alive.

Watch my eyes close and me fall into a deep sleep... #goodbye

I was two months clean. I relapsed only this time I think I'm getting addicted again *sigh*

My mind is a monster to my body.

I am the girl left behind,
The girl forgotten when something better comes along.
So forgive my tears,
I"m done being strong.

There are those who are anti-social, and there are those who are exiled.
Know the difference.

I am a warrior...

My mind: you can do this alone.

My heart: you need help.

You can't expect to love someone as they are, when you don't even accept yourself the way you are