You don't understand what I'm going through

I smile That doesn't mean its real
I laugh That doesn't mean I'm having fun
Look behind this fake smile and laugh
All you will find is a broken girl

I'm scared. I'm starting to lose the ability to care.

Forget you and everyone else... Im pleasing myself now

Why can't anybody see that I'm not okay?

I just don't want to write anymore...

I don't eat
and I cut
im just another tortured soul

Please help me. Please someone help me.

I want to cut so bad right now :'(

I can't deal with the pain much longer:'(