She's the girl crying in the rain just to blend in </3

"Dear agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's gotta be?"

-Breaking Benjamin, Dear Agony

She's
f a d i n g
away
& you don't even
notice how
b r o k e n
she truly is.

You don't understand what I'm going through

I smile That doesn't mean its real
I laugh That doesn't mean I'm having fun
Look behind this fake smile and laugh
All you will find is a broken girl

I'm scared. I'm starting to lose the ability to care.

Forget you and everyone else... Im pleasing myself now

Why can't anybody see that I'm not okay?

I just don't want to write anymore...

I don't eat
and I cut
im just another tortured soul