I close my eyes and wish to never wake up. 8/29/12(wed.)

I understand that you're hurting and in great pain...but why the hell did you have to drag me down with you?

I hope this scar will heal before she has a chance to see it.

I lied...I'm not alright

Haunted by a darkness
Scared to start to stumble
Tears that just cannot fall
Words hidden within a mumble

And now it's time to put on that smiling face again...

Please don't expect me to always be good and kind and loving . There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand .

When you get to my age , you will understand .

Is it bad to not fear death?
Because sometimes I just don't care or not fear
And yes, I am depressed.

There's this boy in the mirror, I wonder who he is. Sometimes I think I know him and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in his eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When he looking back at me I can tell...he's hurting inside.