I wish you could feel how I feel right now.

A severe depressive episode is like a black hole of nothingness into which all my thoughts, energy, reasoning, God, relationships, love and hope get sucked into...losing their power to influence. They are sucked dry and left distorted and dismantled...

The day after a dark depressive episode is the sweetest...my gratitude that the darkness is passing creates an exaggerated sense of relief. I mistakenly equate this feeling with happiness and I willingly savor the illusion until it comes crashing down.

It hurts knowing that every time i need you....you just disappear without a second look back... why do you not care dad?

"The louder silence becomes
the weaker the light in her eyes
the longer her skin doesn't have warmth
the smaller her heart is in size..." -The Girl Inside of Me, Malazjha

Such little shoulders can't carry this heavy heart of yours.

Drugs are not my addiction; They're my secrete suicide.

Might be i aint nothing to u, but for me you are everything.

Once I've fallen, I can't be saved.

Not all scars show and not all wounds heal. Some people's pain sting more than others, while other's pain can never compare.