Why do i always say im fine when its painfully clear im not

I dont need someone who cares, i dont need a friend, i need someone to love me.. or this is the end

Xxim going to keep wearing black till i find something darkerxX

Sick of crying...tired of trying...
Yeah im smiling....but inside im dying...

I love it when it rains.....because for once the world looks like I feel.

The sky was black that night
the stars, they all roamed free
when you walked right by
and whispered dont forget me

your soul brushed along mine
never again to return
although my heart has turned to ice
my love still continues to burn

Whats the point in being here when every one wants you gone????

I ToOk A sMiLe nD mAdE it MiNe...To HiDe ThE pAiN i FeEl iNsIdE...

Anyone who really looks into my eyes can see that I'm a weak little girl just waiting for someone to save me.

Someone needs to save me from myself.

Dear Parents,
I'm Destroying The Body You Tried So Hard To Keep Safe