I am the girl everyone comes to when they need help
But no one can see that I need help myself

Im sorry mum
im sorry dad
im sorry that iv been so bad
im sorry that i told you lies
im sorry that i made you cry
im sorry that my lifes like this
im sorry that i cut my wrists

I like it when it rains. It reminds me that even angels cry.

Looking in the mirror
Here's what I see
A sad little girl staring back at me
She acts so tough
And so grown up
But that's not who she really is
And it's not who she wants to be
I know this because that little girl is
Me

Shes been stuck in this stereotype of a girl who's always happy and never does anything wrong.

Im a strong girl keeping my shit in line ..
even when the tears are streaming down my face
i still manage to say the words im fine

If I can just hide me pain, cover my wrists, and fake a smile, no one will ever know my secret

The longer i wait,
the longer the gap.

the longer i wait,
the longer im trapped..

--julia

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ONE minute-------
LiFe seEmS **perfect**

AfteR TWO minutes-----
It's hElL...

And IF yoU MAkE it THREE MinuteS---
consider it a blessing....

Ive been laughed at
ive been made fun of
ive been unliked by many
ive been there for it all
ive been nothing
ive been lower than dirt
ive been to hell and back
ive been abused
ive been left out
but most of all
ive been nothing ive wanted