Behind this smile is everything you'll never understand

If I could have one wish, it would be to have no reason to make one

You can close your eyes to reality but not to memories

in the following minutes, mutilation takes place.
Blood is everywhere,on my arms, wrist, and face.
I'm crying in anguish, I'm paying the cost.
I challenged my razor blade, I fought and i lost.

Every tear, is a breath I didn't take
Every scar, is a suicide I forgot to make

I hate when people ask me if I’m ok... it’s just another reminder that I’m not...

Suicide is not a choice… it is destiny for those who are already dead inside…

She hides in the shadows
Her name is unknown
When she looks in the mirror
Her face is my own

How can a simple hug make my world better
but a single tear make it worse

Im no where near perfect. I believe 2 many lies. &Keep hoping 1 day I wont be faking a smile.
I live by quotes & lyrics that explain exactly
what Im going through. I have my bestfriends,
my enimies my drama and my memories. Im just me