Dreaming is for angels with hope,
no fears, no darkness. Just light.
Of this I have none. I'll continue drowning in my blood until....
I'm forgotten..

"Trying so hard to hold herself together...
Shards of her heart as fragile as a feather..."

-Ellie Nichol

You know what really gets me? I could draw a smile on my face with black marker and you all would still be fooled...

Do u know what it's like to be me?
Go through sumthing not everyone can see?
Do you know what its like to walk in my shoes?
Please stop judging me simply cuz I'm not you...

Inside, I'm bleeding and dying
I'm sick of everyone always lying
Outside, I'm scarred and crying
Should I give up and quit trying?

© xfallenXapart

You read in me as an open book, but the pages are all torn and frayed..

I'm going to die of something... so why can't it be my suicide.

.just because her eyes dont tear,
..doesnt mean her heart doesnt cry,
..and just b/c she comes of strong,
.doesnt mean nothings wrong..*

I listen to depressing music, cut my wrists in the silence of it, cry for tomorrow because I know I'll be alive, There's no crying for yesterday because I can't change that I didn't die

My problems fade away
as I watch myself bleed
for when I get depressed
this is all I need

~part of my poem "Left to die"~