How can i stand there and be me when it seems that no one notices that im alive.....

Dont worry about the scars you can see its the ones inside that are killing me
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Even tho my world is falling
even tho my heart is breaking
even tho i feel like dying
even tho im sick of hurting
even tho it wont get betta
even tho the blood keeps coming
even tho my life is ending
i hate myself more than ever

"Fake laughters, people think I'm happy, Fake smiles, people think I'm ok, but my heart doesn't understands why can't people see that inside of me I'm dyieng"

Why forgive someone, when you know the same damn thing will happen again. It's the hope you hold onto that it will... and does it? thats what I thought.

As i sit in the dark and cry
i wonder why ive been living a lie
why couldnt i just say
wat happened to me that bad bad day
the truth i just couldnt tell
which is why into the darkness i fell.

If you love me you will kill me, before I kill myself.

Every time they speak i cut a little deeper
every time they say something bad i tighten the rope
everytime they judge me i pull the trigger a little harder
for everytime they called me names this is what they get
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!**BANG**!!!!!!!!!

Cutting doesn't hurt,
cutting is the only thing that doesn't hurt

I'm broken and you can't fix me, so don't try.