Please don't expect me to always be good and kind and loving . There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand .

It hurts knowing that every time i need you....you just disappear without a second look back... why do you not care dad?

I just want to know if one day I'll wake up, and finally be okay with where I am in life.

How
do I say goodbye to
someone I never really had? Why
do my tears fall so endlessly
for someone who was never really
mine? Why is it I miss someone I
was never really with? And why
do I love someone whose love was
never really mine?"

I tried to be perfect, but i can't keep this act up anymore..

Depressed ? Earphones in, Volume up. Ignore the World.

Yes, words do hurt...
But its the thoughts that kill.

Some days I just feel like cut my wrists and say goodbye to this world. Today is one of the days.

I can't stop wondering, is it really worth living?

It's hard to hold back the tears when they're about to fall... ;(