I'll never be good enough for anyone.. not even myself.

All the hate, and all the pain,
All the loss, but where's the gain?

All the lies, and all the fright,
But don't worry darling, it all ends tonight.

Want to know what hurts the most?
Having to pretend it doesnt hurt at all.

I wake up in misery,
Sleep in pain.
There's nothing left for me in the world to possibly gain.

From my newest poem: The Cutting Zone. Let me know what you think

My emotions are gone,
They died with my dreams
Drowned with my sorrows
Silenced by their screams.

Darling, don't you know? That smile on my face is just for show. I put it on to keep the tears from falling down. I can't fall apart until there's no one around.

"Do you ever have those times you cry and you don't know why? Then you realize its because deep down your sad because everything is wrong."

You really want to know why I hate myself so much? It's because of you mom, it's because of you. You've never said one positive thing about me the past 2 years.

Not pretty enough. Not skinny enough. Not good enough. Not smart enough. Not talented enough. Not popular enough.
That's all I can seem to think all day. Every day.

I'm always there for others, but they're never there for me.
They're never there to take the razor away.
And they're never there to help me through the pain...