"if happiness is only a cut away...why do i have so many scars?"

.:i dont do it for attention:.
.:i dont do it for the pain:.
.:i do it for the frustration:.
.:and the numbness that i gain:.

Take this razor and sign you name across my wrist
So everyone will know who left me like this

She tried to fly,
But instead she fell...
She tried to get to heaven,
But instead she got to hell....
She tried to smile,
But ended up crying.....
She tried to live,
But ended up dying....

I feel like i'm wearing dentures- my smile is always false

People Only Believe What They Want To See, Why Cant Someone Believe In Me

Kill me now
kill me please
im begging you
im on my knees
make it stop
make it end
my broken heart
will never mend

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focused on the pain
The only thing that's real
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You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

-Nine Inch Nails-

It's crazy how still, people don't see, though it's displayed so clearly - the pain in me...

- -SJGxx

"When God was creating Me, Why didnt he Stop?"